Summits & Snowstorms: North Sikkim, India 2023

Thomas Simpson approaching the col to the west of Pk 5543, Indian Himalaya.

The Himalaya. India. These two words are so evocative, so rich in colour and anticipation. I just knew that I had to go. Kyrgyzstan in 2021 had been an adventure and a personal proof of concept; Tajikistan in 2022 had been successful yet heart-breaking. It was time to return to the Greater Ranges, and the Indian Himalayas were calling from somewhere deep within.

We knew Sikkim experienced more precipitation than other mountainous regions of the Eastern Himalayas, but we appeared to have caught the back end of the monsoon season, and the downpours were unrelenting. We spent far longer than planned at basecamp, pinned down by skies of dark thunderous clouds and near-constant clag. Mornings were sometimes dryer and gave a brief respite from the soakings, allowing for a flurry of outside activity before we again hunkered down in the mess tent for the remainder of the day.  

It rained a lot. Basecamp became a quagmire as we dug a complex web of drainage channels to prevent the tents from flooding. Drying wet clothing quickly became impossible, and wearing any down garments was out of the question. Higher up, we experienced near constant snowfall, with collapsed tents needing to be dug out of deep snowdrifts. Most afternoons on the glacier were spent tent-bound.

Despite these challenging living conditions, I don’t believe I have ever laughed so much in a tent. Humour was often our first line of resilience, and team morale was near impenetrable.   

On 13 October 2024, after several days of heavy downpours, Tom Simpson and I return to our tent, established halfway between basecamp and the glacier to find it collapsed under eighteen inches of snowfall. The carbon fibre poles had shattered and torn large holes in the battered flysheet. We manage to prop it up with two trekking poles to give us a shelter for the night. At least the clothing and sleeping bags we had left inside were still dry. The following day we return to the glacier to find the single-skin tents of our advanced basecamp buried under a foot of white powder. Still upright and intact, the snow is cleared quickly, and we hurry to prepare dinner and tea before nightfall. We go to sleep just after sunset, eager to rest well before an attempt on the nearby unclimbed Pk 5543 the next day.

The snow is deep and simply moving over the glacier is exhausting. With each step I kick myself a little more for leaving my snowshoes at basecamp. A stupid mistake that is costing me energy and my sense of self-worth with every step. They would have been perfect in these conditions, far more useful on this glacier than crampons alone, and I watch Tom smugly leading ahead with his proudly strapped to his boots. We laugh it off, joking and loudly complaining in equal measure about this damn white powder. It often amuses me how we seek out these snowy lands, drawn to their immense challenge and beauty, yet once immersed we near constantly protest about how every aspect of our existence has become more difficult.

After several hours on the glacier, we reach the col where Pk 5543 rises smoothly to our left. We pause only briefly before continuing to the summit slopes, a small bergschrund posing the only technical difficulty of this otherwise straightforward route. With Ula and Kasia, we enjoy a few minutes on the narrow summit, surveying the sea of spectacular glaciers surrounding our little mountain world. Retracing our steps to advanced basecamp, the decent is uncomplicated but soft snow saps energy with every step. By early afternoon the snowfall has resumed, and we have retreated into our tents. Burying into our sleeping bags, we are fed and hydrated, and we sleep well. We name the peak Dhairya, translating to patience from Hindi.

On 15 October we awake in darkness. Crawling from the single skin coffin we call home on the glacier; we shake off the snow accumulated overnight. Noisily packing our bags and brewing tea, we wake our fellow tent team Kasia and Ula. Poking their heads into the cold morning air to wave us goodbye, we trudge towards the colossus on the skyline, a single line drawn tight between us. Our objective for today is the 5604m outcrop of snow and rock protruding from the upper glacier and forming a prominent spire amongst the cirque of summits at the head of our glacier.

We start strong, our enthusiasm then wanning as we retrace snow-filled steps from the previous day to the col. Swimming uphill through desiccated coconut, we surmount the final snow slope as an assault tent comes into view. We chat with Sam and Elie on the upper glacier; having climbed another new peak the previous day they were listless and keen to return to the pleasantries of Heera’s cooking. We turn right and gratefully follow their tracks for a time, until branching northwards to tackle our own objective.

On a long snowy finger above, we stopped to don our crampons, hydrate, and take in the view. A cloud sauntered across the sky, blocking Brumkhangse from view on an otherwise bluebird morning. I took the lead, weaving past a logan perfectly balanced atop a column of ice. A short scramble over large blocks and we are on the final snow ramp. Walking with axe in hand, the drop to our left yawns below as we look down upon the cracked and splintering mass of ice which forms our unexplored glacier.

We said very little, the stillness and solitude of a lonely summit juxtaposed the trying conditions to get there. A handshake and a photograph to cement the memory. The calm begetting the immense beauty surrounding us. Strange moss, a gust of wind, and the tracks of an Ibex are the only signs of life on this deserted pinnacle. Our tracks shimmer in the glancing sun on Dhairya Peak beyond, like fresh turns on a ski slope.

The weather turned as we descended. Nearing our camp, we feel very alone. Kasia and Ula have returned to basecamp ahead of the predicted cold front. We spend the next twenty-five hours in our dark cocoon, wishing we were anywhere else.

Simply getting into this tiny single-skin tent is a rather calamitous and highly entertaining affair. The internal space is so small that only one person can make any sort of movement at a time. Tom would often venture in first. The single front door is opened just enough at its base for the aspiring occupant to dive headfirst into the pile of sleeping bags and warm jackets. I quickly zip the door closed behind him, his boots still comically protruding into the elements, attempting in vain to thwart the flurrying snow which otherwise tends to gravitate towards a small drift forming in the foot of the tent.

The next phase is to remove the double-layer high-altitude mountaineering boots with fingers numbed by the cold, banging off as much rapidly accumulating snow as possible, before swiftly bringing them inside the tent. They get stuffed under the closed-cell foam mats beneath our feet, in an often-futile attempt to prevent our down sleeping bags from getting any damper than they already are.

With one of us successfully sealed inside this small fabric capsule, I turn my attention to the melting of snow and the making of tea, a hot golden nectar which nourishes our dehydrated bodies and our fledgling sanity. The Reactor stove system kindly provided by MSR works a treat and nearly halves the time this task would usually take. With great care I pass the steaming titanium mug of goodness through a slit in the tent door and into Tom’s outstretched hands.

Next comes the preparation of freeze-dried meals, a fine art that we have refined over several expeditions and have nearly perfected. Thoroughly shake up the packet, always add a little extra boiling water, stir, stir, stir, re-seal, and leave a minute or two longer than instructed, ideally stuffing into the big internal pocket of a down jacket. Leaving it outside on the snow will cool it down too quickly and prevent optimal rehydration of the contents. I rather enjoy these meals, even looking forward to them, and must thank Expedition Foods for their ongoing support to our antics.

Entering the coffin, as we have affectionately named this small dome of red material, is like stepping into a time machine. With movement so severely limited, one can only shuffle between select positions, none of which are comfortable. We huddle together in search of shared warm, slowly imprinting our body shapes into the glacial snow beneath us. The tent fabric is just above my face; hats, jacket hoods and the baffles of my sleeping bag smother my face, my breathing is laboured. Perhaps it is the altitude, or perhaps a mild hypoxia as we struggle to keep the vents open, desperately preventing yet more snow from pouring into the tent.

I drift in and out of a semi sleep-like state, simply resting is the best we can hope for. My perceived reality has become limited to a space just inches in front of me, as if the external world has been closed off. The buffeting wind and snow outside the tent reduced to a low rumble by the layers of insulation covering my ears. It is now as if nothing now exists beyond these four convex walls; I am trapped in this dusky fabric snow cave.   

My mind begins to mirror the dark, cold, and suffocating tent. Although I have never suffered from claustrophobia, a strange anxiety and peculiar sense of mild panic begins to settle over me, my thoughts spreading to the darker corners of my psyche. Age old regrets resurfacing, and the familiar sense of existential questioning threatens to consume my consciousness. Despite such thoughts, there is no fear in my rational mind; we are safe, well fed and hydrated, and the snowstorm will eventually pass.

It is in these moments that I recall again the meditative practice of mindfulness; I observe these feelings with detachment, acknowledging their presence, but I do not identify with them. They are my experience, but I do not let them control or define me. Something which might have once shackled me, instead becomes an intellectual curiosity, I simple watch these thoughts form in my mind, observe their presence, and let them calmly drift away. Feeling lighter and oddly content, I soon return to drifting between cold awaking and half-sleep, quite bemused by the situation in its entirety. The passage of time has been strangely altered, hours elapse erratically as we wait through the night for daybreak, and the hope of clearing skies.

I knew I had slipped into a negative mindset, frustrated with the conditions, the short weather windows available for climbing, and the limited options for routes of technical interest and aesthetic quality. This is perhaps the great dichotomy of my experience with expedition mountaineering, for I also feel so privileged to be up here in this awe-inspiring landscape, with an incredible team, and doing the sport that I love.

Emerging the next morning, surrounded by fresh powder we are treated to a beautiful sunrise, bathing this wild landscape in hues of deep orange and purple.  We enjoy breakfast and tea before embarking on the arduous descent to basecamp.

Glacial lakes loomed through the mist. Tom slid downhill on his snowshoes, whilst effectively towing me behind, my heavy pack pushing me down with every step. Punching through the crust. Mountain, forest, heathland, and river. Before long we are back at valley level and collapse into basecamp, to enjoy a welcoming cup of sweet Masala chai.

I did not fully appreciate how bad the weather in North Sikkim could be, and I did not expect it to be so warm at lower altitudes. We had prepared for snow at basecamp, and not rain, so our down clothing quickly became useless. Keeping down sleeping bags dry was also a constant challenge. If I were to visit the same region again, I would take more synthetic and less down insulation, refine my layering system, and take a larger single-skin tent for use as an advanced base camp.

I now have a much better appreciation for the diversity of climate and geography across the Indian Himalaya. When selecting new climbing regions to explore, I would gain a better understanding of factors such as average snowfall, temperature, and humidity much earlier in the planning process. Setting a basecamp that could be reached by vehicle really changed the way I felt about the expedition. I felt like I could never truly disconnect from the outside world, until we established advanced basecamp higher up on the glacier.

I also have much refinement and development to do in the Alps. I can be lighter, faster, and more technically proficient, but this takes time and practice. I know I have the potential to climb much harder in the Himalaya, but this is only possible by broadening and deepening my existing foundation in Alpinism.

The International North Sikkim Expedition 2023 was supported by the Mount Everest Foundation, UK Alpine Club, British Mountaineering Council, Austrian Alpine Club (UK), and the Grit & Rock Grant Award for pioneering Alpine ascents by female climbers. Along with Expedition Foods, we are supported by Montane, FATMAP, Precision Fuel & Hydration, Powertraveller, MSR, and LifeJacket Skin.

Goa, India, October 2023.